it was so long ago though it seems like only yesterday
regardless how I feel it's instilled within my memory
gave you the best of me through the efforts of my sacrifice
let you in my life gave you all of what I had inside
a lonely soul I thought that you would make me whole
and we would grow but instead you left an empty hole
here alone I never thought that it could be like this
an empty home filled with memories of each of us
now here I am years later as an older man
a broken plan to what I thought would have a happy end
still it hurts I pray the day that I can end my search
write a verse though for now I'm at a loss for words
makes me think is this something I don't wanna relive
and I don't wanna forgive and never come to terms with
somethin I'll never let pass and always have to look back
somethin that will haunt me and I'll probably never get passed
forget that see I can deal with all the heartache
all the losses in my life it's only right I learned to maintain
it's so strange how you told me that you loved me
you probably said the same thing to him beautifully ugly
you touched me then fucked me made misery my company
we could've left as friends but in the end was only suffering
and suddenly I see clear not mad we couldn't make it work
just hurt you became everything that you said you weren't

(Emanny)

So cold where did we go wrong
you seemed to everything that I'd ever needed and more
but now you're gone and I can see
you ain't in love with me like I was

it's funny as I look back I couldn't tell you when we ended
how did everything we had result in such a lack of friendship
so distant we don't even speak resentment every time we meet
how can you defend how you pretend you never fell for me
you said you were in love you felt it when we touched
but I never got the feeling you knew quite just what that was
cause you always kept me distant constantly in search of friction
I could never seem to please you always questioned my commitment
you were just so contradictive I had to try to make sense
of someone I believed who seemed on both sides of the fence
maybe it was from our start a bad decision on my part
or maybe when I moved is when I would lose your heart
but still we kept in touch and I'm not sure what it was
but I never felt move love than we had during those months
and I promise it's a fact you're the reason that I came back
but it's like you loved me more when I was something that you couldn't have
from there we're off and on more off than I would want
but still we slept together for whatever reason while apart
and it's not what I had wanted but I guess that it was hope
that you'd believe in me and see that I could be there for you both
unfortunately you never did it was time to call it quits
you could just never forgive and got tired of all the shit
though I really feel I tried but I could never seem to win
maybe things might have been different if you had only let me in

(Emanny)

So cold where did we go wrong
you seemed to everything that I'd ever needed and more
but now you're gone and I can see
you ain't in love with me like I was

you never even stood a chance I was numb to all my senses
no matter how you tried to pierce I had impenetrable defenses
I was soulless departed removed and cold hearted
if you only have knew all this truth when you started
I'm sorry (I'm sorry) but I barely knew myself
and pushed away the only person there for me to help
and you had fallen for me so hard even at my worst
and all I did was break the heart of the only person on this earth
who was different than the last two accepting of my faults
had patience when she had too while breaking down my walls
minimized my flaws and called me on my bullshit
I'll admit it through me off and made it tough for me to deal with
and though we had been short lived I wanted you to know
you lifted me from somewhere that I didn't want to go
now I've risen from that hole and I'm thankful you were with me
I'm sorry I hope that you can someday forgive me

(Emanny)

So cold where did we go wrong
you seemed to everything that I'd ever needed and more
but now you're gone and I can see
you ain't in love with me like I was
So cold where did we go wrong
you seemed to everything that I'd ever needed and more
but now you're gone and I can see
you ain't in love with me like I was